I'd never live in New York City again. I'd never move back to San Francisco where I co raised my children. I'd never live in Los Angeles where I had (for a short time) an actual job.
Sometimes when i'm exhausted and driving back to the house my mom left me in Ventana Canyon i think for an instant i am driving past Briarcliff elementary school, under the Katonic parkway overpass along Pleasantville road and it is a comforting feeling but that lasts only an instant,
i did dream last week of making love with Juli Foster but dont tell Ron.